Determined to find a way back to full health, driven by her love of her children, she began her journey. She began researching and experimenting with psychedelic medicines. Her enquiries led her to a Bwiti Tribe, in the deepest jungle of Gabon in Central Western Africa. After many years of trying, she made her way into the Jungle, where she experienced healing, on an impossible level.

Whilst in the village, Vanessa healed with Iboga and adopted a series of principles from the Bwiti teachings, that have given her a toolkit for managing her life.